The focus for this reading is a female, and her name begins with an “L”. I hear something that sounds very much like “Lavidia”, or something very similar. She shows herself as being around 29 years old, in her late 20s/early 30s. She was either around this age when she passed, or this was a time in her life when she was happiest.
She had a complicated relationship with authorities, or with a very authoritative figure. She talks about inflicting a lot of damage to herself, either through poor choices, or through physical self-harming. Someone was keeping an eye on her, or flat out stalking her, spying on her. She seems to have been aware of this at the time, though she seems very untroubled by it now.
She talks about a place in the forest, being close to nature, and she feels very peaceful and calm as she refers to this. She talks about being close to trees, and she finds delight in the fact that the wild things come close to her. She is either describing her version of heaven, or her burial site.
She talks about regrets and damage or fallout done to other people because of her. She feels that she left before she had finished with her tasks here among the living.
She talks about being reunited with a former partner. They were either married when he passed, or were planning to be married. She shows herself in a wedding dress now. She may have purchased this dress just before her partner passed. This was important to her, her partner and their wedding plans.
In remembrance, hold a small “reception” or dinner with friends and family. This will be the reception she never got to experience, but she will see it, her and her partner, and the warm feelings of celebration will make her very happy. Make sure you include flowers in this gathering, lots of flowers, she’s very adamant about this. She will get to experience an event that she was so looking forward to in life through you.